


A bird in the hand

by KyaniteD



Category: Utena
Genre: Angst, Drama
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2005-03-22
Updated: 2005-03-23
Packaged: 2013-08-30 03:05:34
Rating: T
Chapters: 2
Words: 2,578
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2316545/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/761627/KyaniteD
Summary: JuriXAnthy. Juri needs Anthy. The Rose Bride. But not for a miracle.





	1. Silence is golden

**Note: **_An attempt at a less ooc version of a Juri/Anthy coupling than in "Sunny Day". I'd like to know what you think_.

Many, manythanks to Lish for taking the time to beta this one.

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****PART 1 ****

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"Hah, there goes your rose, Kiryuu-san!"

With an elegant move, sneaky like the cat of prey she was compared to so often, Juri  
had cut the delicate flower from the president's chest. And while the bells were still  
announcing the end of the duel, the Dios no Ken vanished from his hand. She whipped  
her foil several times through the air, listening approvingly to the whistling sound.

"The Dios no Ken, dear Touga, is no katana, it's a saber. It's to be used in the noble art  
of fencing, not sword-wielding. You may be able to annoy Saionji and maybe impress Miki.  
But neither your smug attitude nor your blinding charms work on me. Ja, mata ashita. -  
Seitokai-chou."

Despite her triumphant victory her face did not betray any emotion. With the foil still in  
her hand she left the arena, ready to fight any moment, as if there were more opponents  
awaiting her on her way downward. She did not bother to wait for her prize.  
It would come to her in time.

x-

In the evening, when she left the campus grounds towards the dormitories and her  
residence, she heard a soft voice behind her.

"Hello, I am the Ro-"

"Cut it out Anthy," she interrupted the girly shadow without turning around or even  
stopping. "We both know the procedure. I know who you are, and you know where  
I live. Now shut up."

The girl didn't seem to be affected by such rudeness. With an impersonal, frozen smile  
she followed the older student. Only the little monkey on her shoulder seemed to  
protest meekly, scowling at the back of their master.

x-

Juri switched on the light as they entered the room. The dark shadows under her eyes  
were starkly obvious as her face became visible.

Anthy had entered the room but stopped right next to the door. Expectantly she looked  
up at the victor. She did not speak. She just waited, while Juri carefully put her foil into  
the cabinet.

"Close the door, Anthy," she commanded with a low, steady voice.  
The girl did as she was told. Then she turned back to Juri, awaiting the next instructions.  
Juri took a deep breath and sighed. She rubbed her temples, squeezing her eyes shut as  
she waited for the pain to fade.

"Stop looking at me like that."

The girl lowered her head.

"Ugh, I wish you'd just leave me alone."

The girl hesitated for a moment. Then she started to turn towards the door.

"Anthy!"

And the girl froze and turned back, still looking at the floor.

"You belong to me. You are not allowed to leave. Get some food. I think I need a shower."

When the girl opened her mouth to confirm the order, the fencer raised her hand to stop her.

"Don't. - Just. Don't. Say. Anything."

With that, she left for the bathroom, while Anthy set her suitcase aside and walked over  
to the kitchen. The monkey on her shoulder literally sprang to life, making smacking  
sounds and bouncing ecstatically.

x-

She had found a few instant meals in the fridge and dutifully heated two of them. Every once  
in a while she would stop and signal the monkey to be quiet. When the running water of  
the shower still could be heard, she continued with her tasks.

Eventually, the dinner was prepared and the table had been set. The water in the shower  
had stopped and silence enveloped the room. Only the monkey was noisily chewing his  
crackers.

Anthy stood by the table like a statue, her hands clasped in front of her and her face  
bearing no expression at all. The silence prolonged and for a while, nothing happened.

Then, suddenly, there was a clattering sound coming from the bathroom, accompanied by  
some muffled curses. A few moments later Juri emerged, dressed in her night gown. The  
thin fabric itself was translucent, and transparent where the wet tips of her hair left wet trails.

Anthy was clearly admiring Juri's appearance and the fencer was just as clearly aware of it.  
But no words were spoken. They simply sat down to have dinner, in a silence that was only  
disturbed by their munching and by the monkey cracking his biscuits.

x-

After dinner, Anthy cleaned up the table and Juri remained seated for a while longer, watching  
her Bride's silent, automated movements. When she finally got up as well, she slowly moved  
through the room and took a small narrow box from the window sill. She fished a pair of socks  
and a handkerchief from one of her drawers and put them into the box.

"Here, tuck your pet in and get ready for bed. I'll be waiting for you."

x-

When Anthy returned from the bathroom, the only source of light in the room were the street  
lights. She crawled into the wide bed and settled in next to Juri. As soon as she lay still and  
the rustling of the covers had stopped, silent sobs started, and a strong arm snug around her waist  
and pulled her close to the taller body.

Juri spooned Anthy as closely as was physically possible and buried her face in the soft, rose  
scented curls. Anthy did not move. She closed her eyes as she heard a shaky voice close to  
her ear.

"I missed you."


	2. Back Again

**Note:** _In the language of flowers, the orange rose is said to symbolize desire. On my color palette, salmon is said to be a shade of orange._

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****PART 2**

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The morning had found Juri still clutching the Rose Bride, more like a rag doll than  
a human being.  
Their morning routine had been accompanied by a ghostly silence. They had moved  
around without acknowledging each other, only a few glances to the side had betrayed  
knowledge of the other's presence.

Juri's face looked much healthier this morning; her composure was fully intact and her  
stance was one of her usual confidence. They had left the dorms together, but soon

their ways would part. Juri stopped and turned to Anthy, who was walking a few

feet behind her.

"Yo-she," she drawled mockingly, "the seitokai will meet after school. There's no  
need for you to be there. Go to your classes, tend to the roses, and come to the  
fencing hall. No delay."

The violet haired girl nodded and left for her morning classes, while Juri turned  
towards the senior high building. Her face still held a stoic expression, though her  
step seemed to be more powerful than it had been in the last few days.

x-

"So, Arisugawa-chan, you got your pet back, ne?" Touga leant back in his chair,  
creating an aura of superiority around him with a smug grin. "I wonder what you've  
been doing with her; she seemed awfully quiet when she was with me."

Juri glared at him. "That's none of your business, Kiryu-san." She glared at the other  
two student council members. "Nor is it any of your business."

Miki looked at her thoughtfully. "But Juri-sempai, maybe it is our concern?"

"Exactly," Saionji jumped up. "You never cared about the Rose Bride or the power of  
revolution. Why are you suddenly so eager to own her, if you believe she is useless?"

Juri touched her chest where her uniform formed a small bulge. "Ahw, poor love  
struck Saionji," she mocked, "I never cared and still don't care about the Rose Bride, or  
the revolution you all are striving for." She grinned slyly. "But I wouldn't dub her useless."

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH HER!" Saionji roared.

Juri kept calm, cruel amusement mirrored in her eyes. "I'm doing nothing, she is merely  
doing everything I wish," Juri answered. "That's my right as the victor, after all."

Saionji was speechless. Touga, though, seemed to understand. "Whatever you do,  
Juri, keep in mind that the Rose Bride has been given to us by Ends of the World.  
We should see that she remains unharmed. I'm not too eager to find out what could  
happenwhen we fall into disgrace for mistreating the Rose Bride."

Miki quickly made notes from his stopwatch before he looked up, "Me neither."

Juri's hand fell from her chest. "Neither am I, don't worry. I'm doing her no harm."

Saying that, she got up to leave. "Miki-kun, meet me in the fencing hall. We have real  
business to attend to."

"Maybe we will have more serious concerns soon, anyway." Juri had been almost  
past the door when she heard Touga's comment. "End of the World informed me  
that there will be another duelist joining the game soon."

Juri turned around. "Who?"

"We don't know yet, but maybe she'll be more to your liking, Arisugawa-chan?"

x-

In the fencing hall, the club members waited for Juri and Miki to start the training.  
As always, many students had joined the lessons as visitors, fascinated by the fast  
and accurate, yet still artistic sport.

Juri looked around, searching for a familiar face. But instead of a face, her eyes  
suddenly stopped on a salmon colored rose, held by dark skinned hands. And as  
she looked further up, a small smile greeted her from behind crystal clear glasses.

The fencing team captain took her position in front of her students to repeat the  
lessons from the last training session. Calmly she explained every sequence and  
possible mistakes, while emerald eyes were following her every move.

After taking on several of the students to see if the lessons had been received  
and processed, Juri was exhausted. She took off her face mask and called for  
her best fencer.

"Miki, when you're done with the babies come over and continue here. Seems like  
they still haven't grasped it completely."

She started to open her fencing suite and took a deep breath. As she walked over  
to the side to sit down and watch for a while, her eyes traveled up to the visitors.

Anthy was taking in the scent of the creamy colored blossom in her hands and when  
she looked up, dragon-green eyes were looking back at Juri and an evil glint lit up in  
her own eyes. She held her foil up as if she was greeting someone, then changed  
her direction and rushed to the locker room.

x-

"Juri-sempai." Slowly, she turned around.

"Nani?"

"Miracles need you to believe in them."

After her shower she had changed into a fresh uniform and left the fencing hall. Outside,  
the Rose Bride had been waiting for her.

She lifted her foil, pressing its tip under Anthy's chin.

The Rose Bride looked up, bringing the almost perfect blossom up with both her hands.

"But miracles are not needed," she whispered.

Juri removed her foil and backhanded the smaller girl forcefully. Anthy fell to the ground,  
hitting it hard while she held on to the precious flower instead of using her hands to  
catch herself.

"Don't you dare," the duelist hissed, "don't you dare, Rose Bitch."

The fencing team captain turned her back to the fallen girl.

"Get cleaned up and come to my room."

x-

When Anthy arrived at Juri's room, she hesitated for a moment before she knocked  
to announce her arrival.

Juri quickly answered the door but froze upon seeing Anthy, in her dust-stained school  
uniform, one cheek lightly abraded, the beautiful rose still clasped in her hands.

Juri turned away. "Come in - and close the door."

She turned back when she heard the door being locked.

Anthy stood there, her back pressed against the wood, her face expressionless  
and relaxed.

Juri moved closer. So close, that the rose crumpled between their bodies. Carefully,  
she took the girl's glasses, folded them and put them aside. Her hands feathered over  
Anthy's head, one by one she removed the hair pins, until the hair fell down in a loose  
wave of curls. She closed her eyes and combed her fingers through the violet tresses.  
Then, as her hand returned to the back of the neck, her fingers curled into a tight fist.  
Slowly pulling the hair down, she forced the Rose Bride to look up at her and inhaled  
the scent of the rose garden.

"Drop. The. Flower," she snarled.

The girl's arms fell loosely to her sides. As Juri's face moved closer, her lips started to  
quiver.

"You want this," she breathed, "don't you. You think no one knows. But it's you,  
always just you. Here's to your victor, Rose Witch - ," and she kissed the younger girl  
hard and imperiously, laying claim on her entire being with the forced connection.

The victorious duelist stopped when the girl started to respond to her kiss.

"No," she said firmly and let go of the girl. "If you want that, you have to convince me."

The Rose Bride's gaze was fixed on the fencer's hands, which slowly started to open  
the upper buttons of her uniform, revealing a golden chain around the pale neck.

"I know what a conniving little bitch you are, I know that the duels are not decided by  
swordmanship. It's you, you decide, you choose who wins in the end, don't you?"

She moved over to the bed, sitting down on the edge, the jacket of her uniform partly  
opened, giving sight to a golden locket.

"You're standing there, playing with us. You watch us aiming at our hearts with deadly  
blades. Making fools of ourselves while you go home with whomever you have chosen. - "

She grabbed the locket and kissed it. "But you don't fool me. You are mine now. And  
I will not be fooled into using the Dios no Ken by some fairy tale about world revolution.  
You chose me, and now it's my choice."

She leaned back on her hands, the fabric of her uniform stretching over her breasts.

"Come here, birdie, this is your prince," she taunted, "show me your desire to be  
with me, convince me that I am who you admire, who you chose."

And slowly, Anthy followed the daring words over to the bed. Stepping in front of her,  
she unbuttoned the fencer's jacket completely and then straddled her lap. She shoved her  
hands under the jacket and let it slide over Juri's shoulders. She avoided to meet the  
feral look in the duelist's eyes and started kissing her jawline and neck, while her hands  
were roaming over the soft skin the fallen jacket had revealed.

Her actions were accompanied by a foggy silence, and even when she pushed her  
shoulders back, forcing the fencer to lie on her back, no sound escaped.

x-

It was much later, that the silence had been broken by a mixture of gasps and sobs.

"I'm yours, little one! I'm yours... sweet Shiori, I'm yours... yours alone! ..."

And there were eyes looking down at her, a jaded green, poisoned with emptiness, and  
with only one more tear to cry.

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finis 


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